date:Tuesday, October 09, 2007
time:6:44 PM
title:
Been going back with
Doof, Kelly and Pris lately.. and, we can't stop laughing at all the retarded stupid lame stuff we would make fun off/talk about.
One example:
Pris: So you going
bucksstar?
Me: NO NO NO, I'm going
moonbucks -.- (in a sarcastic tone)
Pris: Why not
sunbucks?
Me: How about
moondollar?
Pris:
SunrupiaMe:
SUNBAHT!
And we all just kept laughing at
Priscillia's retarded face. (You know when she laughs, like.. her eyes never open)
***
Anyways, I can't help but think to myself that I enjoy going out/back home with them so much that I neglect everyone else. Okay, not neglect but you know what I mean. I don't go out with the clique anymore because.. our clique has turned into some bitch club. And honestly, I HATE it. Everyday, there will always be a problem.. and bitching. There's never a day when we're happy with each other. Problems piling on top of each other one by one.. Well, we learn how to see others' flaws but we never stand by them and teach them their mistakes. How do you expect someone to know that they're wrong when you never confront them? Besides that, everyday there's always someone bitching about another. Honestly, I don't have any problems with anyone but.. somehow, I just feel like I don't want to belong to the clique anymore. The main reason is because.. I can't stand being part of the bitching sessions. I can't stand people who bitch. Aren't you betraying others? and.. Yeah.. I don't think I can trust anyone anymore. We used to be the only group without problems in Sec1/2. Now, we're the group that never has solutions to the problem and to me, the worse kinda of personalities ever. I'm sorry, but if you guys really want to continue bitching about anyone in the clique. Count me out.. and, yeah.. I don't think any one of you would wanna be labelled as "BITCHES from some BITCH clique"
No right? So why can't you all just stop it?
It's not like I'm perfect or anything. I do
back stab. I do betray but.. if I trust you, and I know you trust me. I won't do anything behind your back. I've never let out
any one's secret and.. I do take note of those who bitch and tell others' about their own PERSONAL secrets. Put yourself in that person's shoes. Would you want your good/best friend or someone you trust so much to let you down? I believe the answer is No. And.. think about it, would you rather have true friends? (the kind of people whom you trust, you know they'll never let you down. The kind of people who never fails to be there for you and.. never walk out on you.) OR... Would rather be in a clique.. a group of people who bitch about one particular person everyday in the group? Choose one. The choice is yours.
Mouth: Something that can hurt people with one's words. However, there's always the word sorry that can kill every of the mistakes you made with your own words.
God made us different. We all have our own problems and mistakes. Don't always look on the bad side of people, it wouldn't make you seem any better. Look on the good, it will help you learn from someone else the mistakes you've made.. and become a better person.
P.S: If you think I'm a bitch or a know-it-all for saying this then, tell me. Anyways, I rather have true friends than to be in a group of people who bitch every now and then. I do love all of you and I don't want us to fall apart. If I didn't care, I wouldn't have bothered about blogging how I felt. I want us to change for the better and be more mature and open toward each other. Have the patience to accept others and they will accept you as well. From what I've learnt, acceptance is the key to survival and if you don't learn to accept, you'll never survive in this world. Quit being so stubborn and learn from each other. If I do make mistakes, tell me. I will change for the better. And you'll be a darling to me because then I can actually thank God for having such a great friend who accepts my mistakes and tell me how I can be a better person/friend.
